i hid a msg in the pouch on the back of the eeyore, but i don't think u'd see it in time.
i don't understand why i'm still thinking abt this, after all that'd happened. it's really difficult to let go. i wonder if it's because i thought it will last, i thought u've changed. i thought i've done enough, but it wasn't the case. that day, i was devastated. many things ran through my mind.. i learn not to bear grudges, however u disappointed me. because they get u nowhere; only hatred and dejection. i think i did the right thing.
i chose to meet u up. i really wanted to see how u'd react, and to clear things up. i never regretted telling u how i felt and letting u know. i don't really care how the others think also. although it's sth really unpleasant, but i still want a full account of it. to give myself an explanation and to satisfy my curious mind. nothing else.
today's the day i've been looking forward to since last november. cuz that was when i started planning what i should do for u. then, we quarrelled on the 8th dec, coincidentally which i've never told u, is her b'day. i tried to make up to u. i'm really sry. really really really sry. i want to be happy again. the times when everything's so naive and sweet, just us, devoid of unhappiness and mistrust.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
twinkletwinklelittlestarhowiwonderwho.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Thursday, January 15, 2009
3div selection for safsa sport's meet on 11 feb.
1. 100m - 12.12s (2nd)
2. long jump - 5.62m (1st)
3. high jump - 1.50m (tie 2nd)
my 110m hurdles event was cancelled. cuz nt enough participants. sec sch no hurdles, jc wasn't able to make it cuz of vball tournament, nw nt enough participants. missed doing my pet event. anw, too bad. participated w chai, vege and mugen for fun. since we won't be able to make it for the safsa sport's meet. we'll be in ex crescendo then!
Sunday, January 11, 2009
i promise myself tt i'll study hard. really really hard. i alr let my parents down once; not anymore..
and, nxt wed will be sport's meet heats. long jump, 100m, 110m hurdles. gogogo!
remind me to bring my magic banana!
lots of things to be done, v little time..
1. studies
2. driving
3. keyboard lessons
of course, gatherings, parties and gf. prioritize. jiamin can do it, why can't i.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
lazy fart!
Sunday, January 4, 2009
soccer w swen & co and some ndu vj ppl at kallang cage. lunch at old airport road.
my father just pissed me off w one fucking call. fucking stuck at hme.
sry to say this. but FUCK OFF will you. enough of ur pretence.
Friday, January 2, 2009
mugen showed me to this. was quite random bt i tot it's worth posting up on the blog.
1 Corinthians
Love is patient, love is kind; love does not envy,
is not rude, is not self-seeking, is not provoked, thinks no evil,
does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth;
bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never fails. But whether there are prophecies, they will fail; whether there is knowledge, it will vanish away.
And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.
MAHJONG! PARTAAYY..